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tired of being last in everyones life…
Interpret as you want.
I sick of the DEAS management. My supervisor is a mircomanagemntal idiot.
Filed under: Life on July 2nd, 2008 | No Comments »
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It is only fair to post this:
He didn’t think it meant anything and did not mean anything by it. I know I worry all the time about things but I have really tried to not do that as much over the past few years. Mark…I love you and sorry for our emotional meeting earlier.
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Wants
Looking at a few new toy accessories…
1. 
Link: HERE
Secure camera grip and adjustable fit make this a “must-have” camera accessory for those who don’t care to use a shoulder strap, or who want to use a had strap in combination with their shoulder strap. Ergonomic palm strap with breathable mesh liner. Fits almost any camera. Reflective trim.
2. 
Link: HERE - Blue (new color) or Green (new color) HERE
Custom Engineered for the Nikon D60, Camera Armor is an always on, protection system consisting of 4 parts: An elastomeric silicone Body Armor, a Lens Armor, a Lens Cap Lanyard and a Polycarbonate LCD Shield.
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For maximum protection, this Camera Armor comes equipped with Lens Armor and lens cap lanyard as well as a clear polycarbonate LCD shield that protects the rear LCD screen from daily abuse.
Filed under: Everything Else on June 20th, 2008 | No Comments »
So crushing…
Hi Kimberly,
I appreciate your interest with wanting to learn more about your future with DEAS. I am only able to speak in reference to DEAS, not NCCAM.
Unfortunately, there are no guarantees with any position with DEAS. Currently my budget with NCCAM reserves an allocation for a student. I have not done any planning for FY2009, as of yet. Once I sit down with my liaisons here, and do some projections, I will be able to determine their needs for 2009.
If NCCAM determines there is a need for another full-time DEAS employee, in the grants business area, you would have to follow the same procedures and apply when a vacancy announcement is made.
Unfortunately, there are no guarantees for a full-time position upon graduation with DEAS. I encourage you to apply if and when the announcement is made available, upon your graduation in May 2009.
Best Regards,
XXXXX XXXX
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Received this wonderful e-mail from my supervisor after inquiring about being hired full time after graduation. It’s so crushing to think that after putting in 2 years (so far) that they have no guarantee that they will be able to keep me on board. The worse part is the fact that with the exception of one coworker in our group I have been here the longest.
It becomes very apparent that I can out work any of the people in the GM section and have a much broader knowledge set (when it comes to the GM section). There have been many times when supervisors from other IC’s or my own have asked me to train their staff on certain topics (for example subprojects) and mind you the people I would train are making twice as much money as I am. After working here 2 years I have never received the “perks” that the other employees can get.
I tend to be quiet and reserved when I don’t know people or don’t care for that particular person and I don’t like being around loud ignorant people.
First I will get letters of recommendations from all of the ones that I work for outside of the DEAS section.
So from there on out…I’m going to be a normal student that does nothing all day but surf the internet and pretend to work. Maybe that way I will be awarded like the others.
Don’t get it twisted…I am not your personal assistant who you talk to only when you want me to find you travel deals (exp. when you send out a mass email telling everyone that you just started your own travel agency (tower marketing scam).
Don’t ask for help or for me to do something for you only so you can pass it off as your own work.
Filed under: Life on June 3rd, 2008 | No Comments »
meant to be?
Some times you wonder if things will ever turn out the way you dreamed they would.
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and then reality hits us and we realize that maybe not everyone wants things the way you do.
Filed under: Life on April 21st, 2008 | No Comments »
Not HAPPY!!!!
Bowie State University = Bull Shit University
That’s what all (90%) of the teachers / professors / staff here are full of. I am sick of listening to stories of how much money you have and how if we don’t get through this class we won’t be making any of that. I don’t care how much you have or will have in the future. You all seem to walk around with your heads in the air telling us how we should have been here (after missing class because I had other things on my mind…like for example my uncle’s death) and to ask our fellow class mates for the answers when they don’t understand the work. They are all copying off of each other and cheating on everything. I’m sick and tired of studying my ass off and not understanding c++ programming (which I am never going to use in my life), only to come in and ask the teachers for help and they all seem to blow you off or tell you to get a tutor. Well, when you have a real job and not just like all the other kids in your class (minus 1) that do nothing but school and don’t have a job, car or bills…YOU JUST DON’T HAVE TIME TO MEET WITH A TUTOR AT 12 IN THE AFTERNOON EVERYDAY!!!! It’s called a job description. READ it…then you won’t get stuck in a field that will require you to program.
The other thing that pisses me off is the fact that I (currently not for long) am a computer technology student. Not a computer science student. This whole having to go through all these bullshit classes which are trying to cram stupid c++ programming in our heads which will NEVER be used in our field.
I’m sick of paying for hours of teaching when you go to class and get taught for about 25 - 30 min and then the other 2 hours of the class you sit around and try to figure shit out on your own while the teachers go of and do their own things. Or if you ask them once again their demeiner is that of: well were you listening. HELL FUCKING YES I WAS LISTENING BUT THAT DOESN’T MEAN THAT I FUCKING UNDERSTAND WHAT THE FUCK YOU ARE SAYING OR THE FACT THAT YOU TOOK A WHOLE SECTION OF THE BOOK AND SAID IT WAS INCORRECT AND TRIED TO REWRITE IT ON THE BOARD.
BBL
Filed under: BSU on April 15th, 2008 | No Comments »
Christmas Survey
Would you rather….
1. Get kissed under the mistletoe or in the snow?
Snow I think its more romantic
2. Santa or Rudolph?
Rudolph
3. Stocking or presents?
Presents
4. Egg nog or hot cider?
Hot Cider
5. Angel or star?
Angel
6. Decorating the tree, or putting lights on the outside?
Both
7. Warm cozy fires or sleigh rides?:
sleigh rides then sit by the fire with the man I love
8. Family time or friend time?
My friends are my family! (BOTH)
9. Expensive presents or presents that come from the heart?
Presents that come from the heart!
10. Snow ball fight or snowman?
Snow ball fight
11.Coal or present?
Present
12. Open presents quick or slow?
Nice and slow lol (hahahaha)
13. Diamonds or rubies?
Either or…Diamonds are cute, rubies are my both stone so either way works lol
14. Caroling or Christmas stories?
Caroling…brings back grade school memories of being in choir and having to sing for the local tree lightings.
15. Snowy days or ice days?
Snowy day all the way!
16.Red or Green?
Green
QUESTIONS:
1. Whats the number one thing you want for christmas?
I don’t have a list this year (well, not yet anyway but considering not making one)
2. If you were going out with someone, what would you want them to give you?
He can pretty much get me anything, he’s got great taste in what looks good
3. Have you ever been kissed under a mistletoe?
Naw
4. Age you stopped believing in Santa clause?
I’m not sure
5. Do you send thank you notes to santa?
Naw
6. Do you wake your parents up early to open presents?
Normally 
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Holiday - fun things to do
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copy and paste the link in your browser so i can get quality points for referring you to the FamilyFun site. Thanks peeps.
Filed under: Life on November 23rd, 2007 | No Comments »